Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
People ! Listen up ! Those people who are like slaves to others are idiots who doesn't deserve my respect ! People who are not happy after reading just press Alt + F4 and get the hell outta here ! I do not like people who act like slaves for others ! You have the thing which every guy does right ?! Well , i don't know if u have balls or not , but please be a man ! Dun be a dog , i mean , a cat ! Cause u r trying to prove that u are one stupid , dumb , idiotic , disgusting , irritating pussy ! Sorry to all gurls hu have been offended but this guy is getting on my nerves ! U are as white as Michael Jackson ! Mind ur skin colour would ya ? Why don't u change ur name to Casper little boy ? No , u ain't fit to be called a boy , u should be called a girl ! A stupid person hu helps a certain person again and again but gets nothing in return ! STUPID !!! I don't understand man , why u wanna do yourself like that ? You kindda sick or something like that ? But if u are sick , wow , u are damn freakin sick , u should buy a coffin and sleep in it every night instead cause ur brain cells are dead man , DEAD ! Why must such a beautiful earth have people like u ? Man , u aren't fit to be a guy , u ought to be a girl you hear ? So go home and chop off ur c**k if u even have it there or maybe you are having some difficulties knowing that u are a male or female , i don't have to help u , ur actions have proved that u are a pure female u idiot ! Be a slave ? Go to hell man ! U really like her so much meh ? u loser ! Michael Jackson actually not fit for u lar , he at least a bit handsome , he got surgery before but U , oh my f**king god ! U are pure white ! As white as liquid paper ! Go get yourself a life lar ! If u cant get a life , go to 12 storey and jump down , god will tell u wad life can u get when u reach the ground floor ... Stupid boy ! Use ur brains a little more u hear ?! Or u have no brains at all that u have to use ur ass to think ? Stupid idiot ! Play computer somemore , so white already still stay at home like a sissy boy ! So white ! I can't imagine any girl to fall in love with u ! Yes ! U have a CCA that allows u to become more darker but guess wad ? U skip CCA , so this proves that u have rather be a white woman than being a guy ! Stupid idiot ! How i wish i could just shoot u ! Stupid idiot use ur brains a little more to get it bigger u hear ? If u got no brains , use your ass to think ! Stupid shemale ! I hate boys who serves others and getting nothing in return , as they are called idiots ! Helping a girl when the girl doesn't even like u ? Dream on f**ker !
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I think my friend has A.D.D
For those who don't know wat is A.D.D ... A.D.D is Attention Deficit Disorder . Okay , i am talking about my friend who is a guy , i will not mention his name or u people will go make fun of him ... First of all , whenever i talk to him , he goes hyper ... He gets excited and kindda hard to talk to him but , i could talk to him easily now as i got used to him ... He jumps from topic to topic , like he could be talking about his pet dog , and suddenly he talks to me about a ps2 game ... They tend to go off topic ... As they cant concentrate properly , like they can't finish a story ... They say random things out of no where ... I was talking to my friend and he just acted to listen to me but he was looking at a butterfly .. I then tried to get his attention but the moment he came back to the stuff i was saying , he immediately told me about his favourite number .. I mean , what the f**k ? I wasn't talking about his lucky number ... Sorry , guys , i forgot wad i was typing earlier so i decided to tell u about school today , today was kindda fun but .. wait .. sorry .. there was a bird in my house , bird er .. in doors so its kindda weird .. shiny ... have u ever notice that the disc reflects all the light around u ? sorry bout that , wow ... have u ever knew that water is almost invisible ? Okay ! i am going to wrap this up real quick as u people are throwing me off topic ... Maybe .. i AM the one with A.D.D ... NAH ! Byes !
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the previous post is about ...
The previous post i was talking about was Soo yong ... I wasn't referring to anyone else .. Sorry if u got the wrong idea .. It was Wei cong who gave me the idea of the previous post as Soo yong keep bugging Wei cong if he could go to his house and " study " but the " study " session only 10 mins then they play X-box liao ... So dumb lor .. -.- I don't insult people okay ? Dun take it personally ... I wasn't referring to anyone else except Soo yong .. But if u still think that i am talking about u , then by all means , cause i got no rights to stop you from thinking that way .. Yes , i maybe an idiot sometimes , and i know that lots of people hate me , but all are for small reasons ... For example , My neighbour , she hates me because i went to her hse , played her ps2 and i ate the chicken rice on the table .. I mean , wad was i suppose to do ? I bought the chicken rice ... Then she got the wrong idea , she thought i bought it for her .. Its her own fault to think that i bought it for her ... Not my problem ... And there , u can see , people hate me for small reasons , i don't understand at all ... Maybe i am that irritating ? I don't know ... Hey , but if u have any comments , just leave it at the tagboard . Byes ! ;p
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Studying in group helps ?
Do you think that studying in groups help ? Give ur votes at my tagboard and voting for this will stop at this Saturday ... But personally , i think studying in groups doesn't help cause think first , if u study with ur frens , u will talk to them and instead of studying , u play with them ... Then u will go off topic by talking about games and stuff that is not related with ur studies at all... So , i think that studying in groups doesn't help as you will not concentrate as well as studying alone ... Dun bluff urself , u only wanna see them and wanna hang out with them .. Dun lie lar ... " Study together " U wanna lie to who ? Exams cannot go out must use this type of lousy excuses to go out and hang out with friends ar ? U study with friends can study for 4 hours de meh ? No lar of course ... so studying in group will not help ur studies at all ! So for those people who study in groups , no , i should not say study , should be , wanna hang out in stead of study , why lie to ur parents ? why lie to yourself ? wanna hang out with friends just say lar ... Why ? dun dare tell ur parents or u have no guts to tell them directly and must lie to them ? " Study " wad a joke ... Anyways , good luck to those who never ever touch their maths textbook ... Maths is easy lar ... Hope everyone pass ... Spread the luck to everyone ! Unless u are a low-class idiot who wants ur frens to fail instead of passing ... Anyways , take care ! Byes ! ;p Don't fall sick like me !
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Hi people ... Sorry for not blogging for a week ... Anyways , life has been boring for me .. But i have found a way to make studying interesting .. i make it sound like a game .. but it takes time .. i tell myself that i only depend on myself ... Only useless people must seek help from other students ... So i did the smart way , i ask only my tuition teacher and school teacher for help .. i will never ask my friends about homework unless , my tuition teacher is out and i forgot to ask the school teacher about it .. i put friends at thwe last of my help list .. But , if u are a good friend , i will surely think and maybe ask u first ... But if u are just going to sit right there and contuinue wad u are doing nw , guess wad , u have wasted some time of ur life reading my blog ... But i really appreciate all readers to read my blog ... i wanna take this time to thank all the people who read my blog , and spend some time to read my posts ... Thanks people .. And , i said alot of times , i hate people who busybody alot ! People think they are wad , president or wad ?! They WANT you to change for them ? I mean , what the f**k ? Your future is none of their beeswax but they wan u to change ur attitude and bla bla bla ... Rubbish ! I wanna change anot also not ur problem ! So just keep those comments to yourself ... My future is in my own hands not yours ! My future doesn't affect your future so THERE , mind ur own business people ! Change yourself before u wanna change people ... Change ur f**king attitude towards people ... U think u r always right ... but i think u think too highly of urself ... i know sometimes the problem is about me , but you musn't think that everyone should change to suit u ! U musn't be so selfish ... u think u care about other people but no ! u aren't caring at all to those people ... U are being selfish ! U only wan people to change for u but why not u change for other people ? Try not to be so self minded sometimes ... Think outside of the box ! Dun think too far ... U haven even pass ur " O " levels u think u going to be accountant liao ... U think too far liao lar ... U set ur goal as u can pass " O " levels then slowly think also can ... Ur " O " levels fail u wanna be accountant my a** lor ... Think so far also gain nothing ... U people are too simple minded ... Think about the present NOW ... Think of the future LATER ... Leave the future to be the future but now u can make a change ... So don't go telling me off about my simple thinking of getting results of just pass , but u people just think lar , i wanna get wad results also none of ur business lor ... So mind ur own business ... Anyways , stupid stuff aside , tomorrow maths test liao !!! Jia you jia you jia you ... Hope tomorrow i pass ! i mean , tomorrow i 100% pass de lar ... Is see i wanna get higher marks then 55 nia ... Anyways , i got to go ... Byes ! ;p
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
What is life ?
Life is hard to me .. Life is boring .. Life is idiotic .. Life has only fun , laughter , peace ( for only a certain period ) , sadness , madness , siansation , boredom , anger ... Its boring to keep ur life going when u have no idea how u are going to live it .. Its so boring to go school and see ur teacher's face and they vent out all their anger on u .. I have nothing to say anymore .. Byes !
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
Is there a need ?
Is there a need ? Always to be crying over spilled milk ? Can i prevent it from being spiled again ? Can i cap it tightly ? Maybe not .. Love is like the milk ... If both parties dun trust each other , the cap will losen .. And eventually , the bottle will spill ... Milk will be spilled out .. Juz like love .. love will be spilled out .. Then eventually , it will run out of milk to be spilled ... And so will love ... love will run out eventually ... Love doesn't stay forever ... U can dun trust me ... U can think , aiya my girlfriend and i have been together for 2 years , going to 3 years already and the relationship is stable ... But how sure ? How sure can u be that ur girlfriend is not having another relationship behind ur back ? Maybe u have the 3rd party coming up ? Maybe people gossip about u and changes ur girlfriend's mind ? Maybe ur girlfriend might believe in fate too much that she thinks that u and her aren't fated to be together ? Maybe ur girlfriend is having another relationship behind u and nw she is planning to kick u aside .. Juz waiting for a chance ... Maybe ur girlfriend doesn't love u but she stays with u for fame ? I don't know ... Are girls trustable ? Some maybe ... Or even none ... I know that now i am talking crazy ... Boys will only believe boys eventually and girls will help girls ... Have u ever seen a guy talking to a girl and the girl only hangs out with that guy ? NO ! U will never ever see this type of girl .. The girl will eventually hang out with other girls ... Boys will also eventually hang out with other guys ... Why girls like to flirt alot ? They like to know people who are older then them like , 10 years older then them .... Maybe they like the older as they think they have more experience ? And i thought for a long time ... They would like to know more older guys for back-up i think ... i am tired of this ... i will try to avoid all relationships with every girl ... Byes ! I lost trust in girls at 9.05pm
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Tuition
Sian ... Later got tuition ... The guy hu teach me at tuition centre very kind ... He very friendly also .... First time see a guy so friendly ... If he not friendly then if he really teach me , wha ... Cannot imagine... I shut up type de ... If he not friendly maybe i stop going tuition liao le ... haha .... Now my maths got alot dunno .... Ask my fren teach me , my fren dun wan ... My fren lazy come by my hse and teach me ... Sianzzz ... So bored ... Nothing to do nw ... People tend to forget another people's concern ... i am so bored ... Nothing to do .... Tuition at 6.30pm ... So sian ... Now only 5pm ... Nothing to do de now ... wanna tok to someone leh ... Feel like chatting with someone .. But i juz cant find the correct someone ... As the someone has to be trustable , reliable and not that type of know ur secrets liao then threaten u with it ... I hate people hu gossip , lie to me , threaten me , talk nonsence about me and the most i hate , NOSY PEOPLE ! Sian ... Running out of things to say ... Armand only know how to play Fiesta ... Call him send me song like want his life like that .. Toking to ben can vomit blood ... Cause he say he gonna hang pig head at my hse when he has no idea where is my hse ... He say at North Vista there but he has no idea which blog and which door ... He also dunno my hse where then try and tok bullshit .. I forgot to mention , Ben is a guy that tries to be funny even though it isn't funny ... But he tries lots of times and success rate on making Armand and me laugh is 25% only ... As he can be lame sometimes and i dun understand his jokes tat he is trying to say ... Anyways ... Tats all for today , Byes ! Take care ! ;p
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Boring day ...
Today so sian ... Do anything also let people scold ... Today i went to hougang mall ... by bus .. Then , there was this bus driver , so nosy , asked me where i was going , i told him i was going to hougang mall and i had to use coins as my ez-link card got problem ... Then he wanted me to put 90 cents into the machine so that i could get on the bus , i was so dumb to throw another 40 cents in ... OMG ! Then i noticed that i put extra money ... I sit on the bus for 3 stops then get off the bus ... For ... 95 cents ?! I am so unlucky and dumb ... Hope i won't be so dumb again ... Sianzzz .... Nothing to do ... So bored ... Andre and Jeffery say today go cut hair and jeff nv call me ... -.- LOL! Then they ownself go cut .. Nv call me go ... Nvm la .. Tmr go cut hair with family .. or call my mum help me cut can liao lor ... Anyways ... Now nothing to do ... waiting for time to pass ... Then go tuition ... Sianzz ... My tuition homework dunno fly until where liao lor ... Hope ltr i go find tat time i already do finish le ... Nothing to do now ... so freakin bored ... Byes !
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
Well ... Nothing ..
Hey guys , Today i will be talking about myself .. The following questions are only to be answered by those people who know me .. Am i annoying to u ? Am i a burden in any ways ? Am i an idiot ? Am i a boy ? Am i a mammal ? Am i a guy who talks crap ? Yes, i talk crap ... Haha all jokes aside now .. I am going to talk about myself , seriously .. Am i annoying if i keep smsing u and calling u ? Hmm ... muz be freakin annoying if someone does that to me .. But if that someone or anyone keeps calling me , i would be glad to pick up the phone ... Cause, incoming call is FREE ! So people , i will not call u , but if u wish to chat , my phone is always switched on no matter what time ... People , if u r like me , save money , just add my msn , xtsubasa@hotmail.com And u may chat with me to your content ... And thats all for today's post i guess .. Hope my mid-year will give me the grades i hope they would turn out .. Anyways , people , if someone gossips about u , what would u do ? Would u go and beat them up ? Wish u could go their house and just shoot 'em or u just ignore them ? Tell me ur answers by just adding my e-mail and tell me at msn ... Byes !
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
Sian sian sian sian sian ... Now watching channel 5 ... Juz finish tuition ... What the hell man .. I talk rubbish and ended up breaking up ... Blame it on my A.D.D Its a disease that always u get distracted real easy .. ( Its a disease that Ryan Higa found out xD) LOL ... I bet u suckers out there have no freaking idea hu is Ryan Higa yeah ? You guys should go to youtube and press comedian .. Number 1 comedian .. Then u will know who is he ... Sianzz .. Nothing to do .. Sabotaging myself sucks .. I feel my life stink ... I can't do anything without u .. Nobody encourage me nw ... sianzzz .. Tired .. Bored ... Lonely .. Sleepy .. Ahh ! Fed up la So angry now ( Like real ) Haha ... So long people .. Byes !
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Life sucks because there are people like me ... Cant we just go back to the past ? Cant we have a bit of chance to patch up ? U decide ..
God .. Give me a reply ... If u give me 2 thunders and rain , it means i n this gurl still have a chance of patching back ... But if immediately rain , means no chance a all ... Please ..
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We broke up ... hope u are happy ... i don't have anything now .. i don't hate u .. i can't help it .. BRENDA ! I HOPE U ARE FUCKING HAPPY NW ! U GOSSIP and gossip and gossip !!!!! i have enough of u .. U always gossip and gossip and gossip .. What the fuck la .. Wat is ur fucking problem ?! I have never ever gossip bout u but why ?! Fuck la ... U like to gossip so much meh ? Why not gossip bout other people ?! I and her broke up !!! U fucking happy ?! Anyways .. now i am so damn sad now .. I think my mid-year is going down .. Bye people ...
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Sad ..
Today , is a kindda important day ... I may break down , like , today .. i dunno ... i dunno wads happening ... If she leaves me , i dunno what the f*** i gonna do ... Maybe i will leave all my sadness at sec sch then i leave school like , sec 4 ... Maybe i leave school at sec 4 then i go work ... Aiya ... How to keep a love at first site going ? Love doesn't end well ? I don't know ... I will blog bout the answer she gives me ... Maybe i will go f***ing weak then blog next week lor ... But i will try my best to blog ... But i think i got half of the answer from her ... I tried my best to keep myself quiet and keep trouble from her BUT brenda keep talking bad bout her ... I dun understand ... Brenda , wad u wan from me ? Why muz tok bout her and me ?? I dun understand at all ... My life is miserable enough ... And people makes it worst for me ...
U FUCKING ASSHOLE PEOPLE STAY HOME LAR ! I can't stand it ... Sometimes i think i die inside ...
People why must gossip ? U guys nothing to talk about le is it ? Or u trying to fit in ? What is your fucking problem you mother fucker , i don't understand you people ... I can't stop u people's fucking dirty mouth ... I think u guys de mouth got problem is it ? Must talk a bit of thrash then happy is it ? Must go find people then say wad , " Hey , hey , do u ever notice this particular guy / gurl very bla bla bla "
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I know i am not perfect ... i am not handsome ... i am not smart ... i am not good at anything ... I only know how to be a burden to you ... You know who i am talking about , yes , u ! U = particular person I love u ... But i can't find a way to prove it ... You , may think that i only love u because of your looks ... But i really love u ... U can say , " this guy is being a liar.. " But i am not ... i am not lying ... I do love u lar .. Why don't u trust me a little more ? Am i this not trustable ? Do i look like a liar to u ? Yes , i do lie but i do not lie to the people who are important to me unless needed , like for example , if a large gurl asks u a question like , " Hey , do i look fat ?" What can u say ? " Oh , now that u have metion it , u DO look kindda fat .. " NO! U can't , u would feel that u should say , " No .. U look .. ok " Yes , i may lie to people but , i only lie to those people hu are asses ... I always say , " i miss u , i miss u " But i do miss u ... I mean , u can not know what i am doing , u can be selfish , i can do whatever u want , but please .. i wan you to stay with me .. But u might wanna break up with me ... But i must tell u this , The first time i saw u , i went to love at first sight ... I really loved u .. But that was after i broke up with brenda that is .. Ben then intro me to u and u to me , i was completely surprised , but i dunno if u even like me .. Maybe u treated me as only a friend or something else .. But i wanna say something that is , no matter wad u treat me as , i love u ... Yes , i might not prove it , who knows ? One day i might be able to prove it ... But u can dun believe me ... U can say i am an idiot who only claims to love someone blindly ... Love IS blind , but i love the person i truly love , there is no other person hu can make me feel like this ... Please ... How to keep this relationship going ? I will try to keep it going ... I only have feelings for u ! I dun like brenda anymore .. I swear with my life on it .. U can not trust or even care bout me ... U can think , " Aiya , this guy is trying to get my attention nia ... " Yes , i am trying to get ur attention as i love u .. What the hell man ... U don't even read my blog .. U just go through it for like , 5 seconds ... So i guess this is it .. You are going to end this relationship ? I dunno ... The choice is yours ... And one more thing .. Brenda , why must u gossip ? I don't understand u people ... Anyways .. How to keep a relationship going ? Juz add my msn xtsubasa@hotmail.com and just tell me ... Juz add me for fun also can ... But i do not entertain perverted people ... Byes !
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Friday, April 11, 2008
Hi people ! Let me ask u a few questions ... Do you feel that if your stead or crush or even ur wife , is talking to another guy u merely know , and you don't dare to go and say it out to ur stead , crush or wife , wad would you do ? I have tis feeling like , every time i pass her class ... i will become shy , den dun dare to look into her class ... Even if i wanna look at her , i also only dare to look at her back view , standing outside her classroom back door ... Wad should i do ? Should i go and say it to my stead or just take it quietly ? I don't know ... I only know i always dun dare to do stuff ... I always talk to my friends ... I dun ask them for advice as they make fun me ... So i dun trust my friends ... I only trust my stead , parents , brothers and my cousins ... They are the only people who i can rely on ...
But i feel that my stead is drifting away further and further from me ... I hope i can get the , " I miss you every moment feeling ... "
I don't like getting disappointed ... If i can't do something, tell me earlier ... Before you even decide , just think before you answer ... But i wun point it out just for today .. I am not that siao ... Haha .. Now so sian lor ... Tomorrow at home whole day ... Feel like going out ... Go fren house play ... Now no mood to joke around ... So bored lor ... Well , thats all for today , byes
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Sunday, April 6, 2008
I've got an idea .. but i have been wanting to create my own song for this someone .. hmmm ... i don't know which song to start from ... i lazy create own music as i only listen ... i dun make .. so i think i am gonna juz pick out a few songs and just write the lyrics ? i dunno ... i so dumb .. nothing comes out good ... Not like Ryan higa ... He is talented , actor , handsome , funny , cute .. He has everything a boy wants for ... He can sometimes create rubbish , but it is funny ! If he gets into commedy tv shows , i 100% gurantee u , hose commedians beware man ... Ryan is here to kick ur commedian a$$es ... What the hell am i typing about ? i think i really am random ... i keep skipping from one topic to another .. Well ... some people they think i have some kind of illness ... They think i am mad or something .. But let me tell u , i am not mmad or anything , i am perfectly normal okay ? Okay nw , all the bullshits aside , and i wanna tok bout this particular person , which is a gurl , she makes me mad about her ... As in like everytime my head is blank , her face pops out of nowhere and i keep thinking of her ... There was this time , i mistook a gurl for her .. Of course the other gurl only the back view looked like her .. but the face is Oh My God What The Hell Man , That Is Disgusting! I can only use this to describe her ... But if this person is reading this , no hard feelings , i am sorry okay ? As u are the third person who is the ugliest ... Now number 1 being the ugliest is FeLiCiA ( i didn't specify hu so dun bullshit !) Number 2 being the ugliest is StEpHaNiE ( i didn't specify hu so dun bullshit !) Why are there so many people hu are fat ? Do u think that u look cute if u r fat ? I don't know ... But there is something that kindda bothers me ... Malays .. Why do women , when they are not married and when they are married , there is a BIG difference ... The malay women is skinny and slim and looks beautiful i think BUT , after they get married , they get fat .. And when i say fat , i really DO mean FAT ... Why do their husbands want their wife to be some kind of a bowling ball ? I dunno about them and no offence , after they get married , they are like , becoming larger and larger ... But i will not let my wife become so fat .. ( No offence to those malays ) As women look prettier when they are slim ... But i think that if those malay women who are fat , why they still buy OSIM stuff to get them skinny when wad they eat makes them fat ? Sometimes , life is complicated .. Like me , i dunno wad the hell am i toking about nw ... Nw my body is aching ... Who knows massage ? Anyways , all lame jokes aside , thanks for reading my blog people , thank you Have a nice day people !
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Hi guys , today is an ordinary and i am bored so i typed this post .. i do not know what i am going to type about ... zzz ... i think i tok about people too much , lets tok about .. ME~ I like food , water , dumbells , comb , handphone , pencils , mechanical pencils , pen , water ink pen , ruler , wooden ruler , plastic ruler , metal ruler , labtop and girl .. I do not know what am i going to type about next ... hmmm ... why not i tok about lonelyness ? hmm .. nah .. too shallow as it has nothing to talk about .. can you guys reeading my blog gib me some topics ? Thanks .. Bye people .. i will be sure to type boutt my tots if i get one ..
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Saturday, April 5, 2008
Yoz! Hello people ... Later have to go cemetery .. 12am go cemetery .. Hope it wun be scary .. Choy choy choy! Hope dun see ghost haha .. Nah .. Wun see de .. Unless i really unlucky lor .. Sian .. The only thing i wanna do nw is look at the person's face ... This particular person's face ... Like forever and ever lor .. Once i look at this person's face , i feel like , staring at it forever lor .. And sorry ben .. I shouldn't have scolded you for no ***king reason .. And happy birthday ... This post is sad .. Real sad .. I lost a fren almost like for no reason .. Ben after he went to Mrs Koh's office , he blamed me for everything ... He scolded me for not waiting for him ... But actually i wanted to tell him that , Ben , i didn't wait for u because when i said 2 fat gurls were standing there , one of them was enemy B la ... Then i dun wanna quarrel with her as i was tired and only wanted to go home ... And sorry Ben .. But if u dun want a f*cker like me to be ur friend , by all means .. I know i am at fault so i wun blame you at all ... Sian ... Nobody replys to my smses ... Sometimes i feel like i am the only one moving ... My house gets quiet .. When i say quiet i do mean real quiet .. Then i can hear water dripping sound but all taps are shut tight .. Then normally i am the only one at home ... So it gets real scary sometimes .. For example , today i and my bro went to tuition .. I went to the lift and press the button as if i was playing computer ... I press all the buttons and the lift went beserked ... My bro stand outside the lift ... trying to be funny lar .. I ignored him and shut the lift door ... Then it left a small tiny gap and stuck there ... I tot that my bro pressed the lift and it got stuck ... I panicked and started cursing the lift and kicking the door .. I tried to open the door with all my strength but it helped by only opening a bit more ... But little did i know , i juz stopped panickking , press the open lift button and guess wad ? The door opened -.- ... I was like .. " Wha ... What the hell man ? The door is like ... OMG so easy to open and i panicked for nothing !! " Sianzz .. I think nw time freeze ba .. hse so quiet .. Only person at living room ... Now looking at my dog .. He like anytime also will bark liao Sianzzz ... Now that particular person sign out msn ... So lonely now ... Wanna go find this person like , NOW ... But can't ... i think my whole head only have her liao ... I think my whole head empty de ... Only thinking of her and nothing else ... This is the first time a gurl can make me miss her like siao !!! I better go sleep .. Nitez people ...
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Yoz! Today is the best day ever ! You know why ? Because it is RAINING !!! I love raining seasons .. Although i can't go out , but at least at night i can sleep well ... As , if it was real sunny out there , it would be hot at night too , and i wouldn't be able to sleep well ... But there is something that sucks ... Sian sian mood ... Now i am soooooooo bored ! No games makes me have the urge to play them ... Who can impress me with games which youngsters could get hook on ? Please tell me if you know some games which youngsters play nowadays ... But do not tell me these games : Cabalsea Gunz Maplesea Gunbound Warcraft Runescape Tibia Ijji games Viwawa games ....... ....... ....... If there is anymore interesting games , please do tell me , i won't say its lame or anything unless it really IS lame ... So please do not hesitate and juz tell me the web and game title ...
Recently , i have this urge to see someone , i want to see this particular person everyday you know ? Even when i was working , i couldn't get this person out of my head , and caused me almost falling down ... I was thinking of this person every single second ... Even now , i am thinking of this person , wanting to see this person's face ... I wanna tok to her like i never ever talked before ... Sometimes , i even dream of this particular person ... But when i reach out and try to grab this person , i never fail to grab the fan instead of the person ... Whenever i grab the fan , it will drop from the chair to the floor and causing all the dust on the fan to drop and dirty my room ... Although my room is always dirty ... Anyways , i wanna see this person's face forever , not growing tired of it ... In other words , i think i am falling in love with this person ... My dad used to tell me , love doesn't last long and it may be a false love , but this time , i am getting addicted to this person's face ... And i am damn ***king sure that i am in love with this particular person .. Anyways , this particular person may not need me as much i as i do ... But i juz wanna say , " Man , u are like a virus , inside my head , making me haywire over u ..." For those people who don't know what is haywire , it also means mad ... I have been wanting to see this person like , every second .. Man , i am so embarrassed now .. Saying all my feelings out ... But as i have said at my previous post , U nosy people ! U can read my blog and tok bullshit bout me , i can take it but dun spread rumors which weren't meant to be said ... You nosy people are a$$es you know that ? You people only know how to gossip but what about u ? U think u r perfect don't u , nosy people .. U think gossiping makes u popular ? NO ! It gives only gives u a one - way ticket on having another name called " mother ***ker " So if you dun want that , shut ur mouth and just live your live peacefully ... Never ever ask me stupid questions or else i will give u my favorite phrase , " For fun , peace , laughter and joy. " For example , " Hey Marcus , why you talk so much bullshit ? " i will give u an immediate reply " I talk those bullshit for , fun , laughter , peace and joy. " And thats all for today's talk ...
And last thing , i wanna see this particular person's face forever ! As i think i love this person so much that i want to see her face no matter what i am doing ... Can u believe it ? I am chopping the tomato and i am thinking of this person ... Lucky the auntie saw me looking at the wall and chopping tomato and stopped me from chopping anymore .. I looked like a complete idiot that time ... So pai seh lor ... If she didn't see me , i think my thumb and my index finger kanna chop liao lor ...
And u gangsters , u think u cool ? Always see people then bang bang bang ... Why must u bang people ? I juz dun understand ... Why muz u guys be gangsters ? U think its cool ? Having ur own gang or being someone's gang member ... Gangs dun get u anywhere ... Your parents worry about you when u go out late at night ... Its juz that they dun wanna say u only ...
Sian gotta go tuition le ... Byes ! Contuinue later ... If i can ...
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Friday, April 4, 2008
Talking about nosy people again
Today i am going to talk about something that really bothers me these few days ... People nowadays , are getting even nosy by the second ... Even if it doesn't concern them , they will try and help even if they are not related in anyways ... For example , there was this time i was scolding this quiet gurl for spreading rumors , i scolded her stuff which u wouldn't wanna know ... Then the next morning , there was this rather large girl , who walked up to me and asked why i scold that particular girl , but i explained and explained but nothing seem to go in ... She contuinued to ask me the same old question but the same happened ... Nothing she said went into my head ... Aiya .. You nosy people , stay at home , nobody likes you! Except for your stead and parents ... Anyways , thats the end for today's talk for today ... This blog doesn't point out anyone but if u r guilty , maybe i am really toking bout u DOOFUS !
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People who talk rubbish
i hate people who have no guts to do something .. U people who dare to do but dun dare admit , go home and lie to yourself la .. Wanna tok bad bout people but no guts to admit ar ? If u know that u r that type of no guts de then dun say people lor .. Go home lar .. Nothing to do keep trying to ruin people's life .. School friends muz make until like shit meh ? Why can't we keep the gossips to ur own big fat smelly disgusting mouth ? You talk bad then u think wad ?' can get away ? But those type of people are lucky , if they wanna tok bad bout me , i will juz ignore them and take them as 100% mental people .. So if u wanna ruin me , take ur time , i wun care bout u ***KERS out there anymore .. If u dun like how i tok , then press alt + f4 ok ? I am like that de , i am an ***hole okay ? So think twice when u wanna be my friend or my stead even .. If u are my stead , i can only say , you want, u believe me and try to understand my ***hole attitude okay ? But if you can't , lets not even try to stead okay ? U may think " Oh man , this guy is such a ***ker ! " And yes , i DO have attitude problem ok ? I can be good to you if u be good to me ... But if you try and take advantage of me , i will never tok to u anymore as u r one mother ****er .. I hate idiots who blames people for their own mistakes .. But i can tolerate you making fun of me but not too much , yes ? Anyways , my maths passed! Man i am very impressed... But u guys wun wanna know the marks , it is platypus shit ! As it is low .. Juz pass haha .. I am a loser in studying lar .. I only LOVE d&t ... And another thing , NOBODY , ABSOLUTELY NOBODY , u can trust ... In this world , people only want u to do their shit .. Make use of you .. Blame you .. Push the hard work to you .. So you must count on yourself .. Never ever count on anyone for help ... Only your parents and relatives ... There is no such things as friends as if u have money , you are their friend but if u are broke , you are worthless to them and they will dump u one side .. Anyways , thats all for today byes !
