Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
Today , is a kindda important day ... I may break down , like , today .. i dunno ... i dunno wads happening ... If she leaves me , i dunno what the f*** i gonna do ... Maybe i will leave all my sadness at sec sch then i leave school like , sec 4 ... Maybe i leave school at sec 4 then i go work ... Aiya ... How to keep a love at first site going ? Love doesn't end well ? I don't know ... I will blog bout the answer she gives me ... Maybe i will go f***ing weak then blog next week lor ... But i will try my best to blog ... But i think i got half of the answer from her ... I tried my best to keep myself quiet and keep trouble from her BUT brenda keep talking bad bout her ... I dun understand ... Brenda , wad u wan from me ? Why muz tok bout her and me ?? I dun understand at all ... My life is miserable enough ... And people makes it worst for me ...
U FUCKING ASSHOLE PEOPLE STAY HOME LAR ! I can't stand it ... Sometimes i think i die inside ...
People why must gossip ? U guys nothing to talk about le is it ? Or u trying to fit in ? What is your fucking problem you mother fucker , i don't understand you people ... I can't stop u people's fucking dirty mouth ... I think u guys de mouth got problem is it ? Must talk a bit of thrash then happy is it ? Must go find people then say wad , " Hey , hey , do u ever notice this particular guy / gurl very bla bla bla "
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I know i am not perfect ... i am not handsome ... i am not smart ... i am not good at anything ... I only know how to be a burden to you ... You know who i am talking about , yes , u ! U = particular person I love u ... But i can't find a way to prove it ... You , may think that i only love u because of your looks ... But i really love u ... U can say , " this guy is being a liar.. " But i am not ... i am not lying ... I do love u lar .. Why don't u trust me a little more ? Am i this not trustable ? Do i look like a liar to u ? Yes , i do lie but i do not lie to the people who are important to me unless needed , like for example , if a large gurl asks u a question like , " Hey , do i look fat ?" What can u say ? " Oh , now that u have metion it , u DO look kindda fat .. " NO! U can't , u would feel that u should say , " No .. U look .. ok " Yes , i may lie to people but , i only lie to those people hu are asses ... I always say , " i miss u , i miss u " But i do miss u ... I mean , u can not know what i am doing , u can be selfish , i can do whatever u want , but please .. i wan you to stay with me .. But u might wanna break up with me ... But i must tell u this , The first time i saw u , i went to love at first sight ... I really loved u .. But that was after i broke up with brenda that is .. Ben then intro me to u and u to me , i was completely surprised , but i dunno if u even like me .. Maybe u treated me as only a friend or something else .. But i wanna say something that is , no matter wad u treat me as , i love u ... Yes , i might not prove it , who knows ? One day i might be able to prove it ... But u can dun believe me ... U can say i am an idiot who only claims to love someone blindly ... Love IS blind , but i love the person i truly love , there is no other person hu can make me feel like this ... Please ... How to keep this relationship going ? I will try to keep it going ... I only have feelings for u ! I dun like brenda anymore .. I swear with my life on it .. U can not trust or even care bout me ... U can think , " Aiya , this guy is trying to get my attention nia ... " Yes , i am trying to get ur attention as i love u .. What the hell man ... U don't even read my blog .. U just go through it for like , 5 seconds ... So i guess this is it .. You are going to end this relationship ? I dunno ... The choice is yours ... And one more thing .. Brenda , why must u gossip ? I don't understand u people ... Anyways .. How to keep a relationship going ? Juz add my msn xtsubasa@hotmail.com and just tell me ... Juz add me for fun also can ... But i do not entertain perverted people ... Byes !
