Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
Day one without replies. Rainy. I woke and and smsed her today. She replied. Then afternoon, i smsed once more, nothing came back ... I smsed her friend. No replies. I asked for help from my cousin. She told me to gain control of myself. Not lose control. I must learn to be stronger. Not everytime the moment i'm in a relationship i need the person around me 24/7. It'll be very tiring for both parties. So i learnt it the hard way. Being ignored. And maybe the other party is enjoying now ... Well, i can't say much thats it's hardly even her fault. I caused this. I should blame myself then the others. Well, the only thing now is to not piss her off. Be quiet and wait till she chills. I'm sorry for spamming, i know its irritating but i realise my wrong beings. I shouldn't have said anything to you. Now you're drifting away from me... Leaving me on the verge ... I don't know what to do without you. I'm lonely today. I've never felt like that before but today has seriously became an no meaning day. I even had thoughts about you smsing me every second my phone vibrates. Thank you everyone for being beside me when i needed them. The words you guys said will be remembered by heart. I know i shouldn't piss her off. But i think i triggered her ... She might even hate me for life. Well, thats that. Who ask me, small things nia Jealous, this jealous that jealous. I think i'm the most pettiest person on the word. I should have extended my gauge. I'm sorry for the things i have done and said. Even though i don't really know what did i do wrong but i think it's because of me and my nonsense ... Where are you.. I've been looking for you .. Msn pop-ups, seeing if ur face would reveal itself ... I want to hear you and see you .. I don't mind if you're there to scold me or hit me. I just wish you could appear before me. Sadly, it ain't gonna happened, i deserve this punishment. I'm sorry for even being posting this post. I'm sorry for being petty. I'm sorry for being noisy I'm sorry for being irritating I'm sorry for spamming I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for being me. I'm sorry. I hope you'll forgive my wrong beings. Sorry is the only thing i can say to you ...
