Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
Hey people, how're you guys tonight? I feel like i just got bumped. Kindda tired and broke... She said she needed $$. I lend her all i have lor ... It seems someone isn't just isn't going to appreciate me offer. Maybe he's gonna think that i'm gonna woo her again. Yes, i do love her, but it doesn't mean i can't be friends with her or help her when she needs help yea? I told her, I'll wait =) Wait til she's satisfied then she come stead me. I'll wait, even if it takes all my time. But seriously, forgetting someone within a day is godlike for me ... Cause it isn't possible ... Is it? So hard to forget someone you love ... Yet, you can just forget anyone like a piece of trash. Seriously, if u think after reading this post, u feel i still love her, then be angry with u want. I know i post this finish you won't talk to me. Never mind. Don't forget. I still got alot of friends. You're not the only one =) What for i keep putting " he " ? Why not make this easier, Mark kays? Seriously, from last time til now you changed alot. You've become weirder ... Last time u more sociable and open minded. Now you're crazy. You're just killing yourself . . . But i can't do anything. Cause only you know why, but you don't care. I've asked alot of people. If they were me, what would they do. They said, losing a friend is dumb because of a relationship, but if is ur other friend dun want you, then he's just retarded. ( Copied from Damian's message) Seriously, it's tiring seeing ur face u know? Yes, i know u hate me alot, but u think i like u also meh? I hate u too man. You better not step on my tail man, u try irritating me kays? I know you don't want me as a friend anymore. Never mind. =) I'm prepared for what you're going to say ... You gonna scold me and hate me. Seriously, whatever man, if u think you're just that f*ckin great then contuinue. I got friends i can trust. While i don't know if u do have someone ... I'm not trying to bully you now. I'm just curious, why are you so buai hiao bai at sometimes? Yes, i've been jealous a long time already. I've been keeping it inside me. I know you wish me to die. But let me tell you this, if i die, i'll bring you with me. I have friends who support me. I don't know about you but if you think i'm joking then try me. I'll make sure u regret it =) Okay, enough about that. Now currently bored ... Brother singing in front of me ... Some Marilyn Manson songs ... He's a bass singer so it's quite okay. His voice is okay, but mine, CMI. Ate 3 panadols today. Lucky got bring out ... Just now went home from Mac. Walked home alone ... Was calling Chan and Boon Yuen. See when go eat durian ... Den i ended all their calls already, i almost fainted. I rest at the bus stop. Had a panadol, no water so just swallow, luckily it just slipped down ... Then rest for 10 minutes, got alot punggol primary students come out ... Then i walk home, finally reach home then okay liao ... Damn sian ... Guo Shen , i miss you man, meet up sometime leh .. We go talk about the stuff we talk everytime leh ^^ U know i know can liao ( winks~ ) Jeffrey, Elson birthday we go his house meet him lor. Then at his void deck then beat him liao den we go watch movies want? Sian la ... This friday go Geylang eat durian with Boon Yuen & Chan ... I no money liao .... Currently still looking for ways. I'll give it to u tmr. Trust me =) Mark, forget it, don't act in front of me. Say what got $60 plus plus. Actually no money, u must be thinking, how i know? Let me tell you something, I'm closer to Yi ting's click of friends and i know her longer than you kays? Don't think you got alot of friends kay? Sorry if you think i'm very very 过分 but you seriously damn buai hiao bai. Yes, i know i not any better but at least i don't go and fall in love with my best friend's girlfriend and act as if nothing happen the next day. Chan told me alot of stuff today. I really got listen so , Chan , no need scared i never listen to your advices. Your advices and other people who gave me advices, i thank you guys. Boon Yuen, not i don't want tell you, is i don't want affect your mood. You having O levels. No time for nonsense like this ... And i've thought it through. Yes, DaFu, good point, beat him for what? Also useless, make myself have a lousier image . Might as well not even touch him. And yea, no point hating someone. I shouldn't hate him. He hate me i also got no solution ... Just let him hate bah, but i won't talk to him maybe? He's changed alot since he like her. Just weird bah ... Dots, just now wan talk about happy stuff de den become type this type of shit. What to do now? Andy, i know u comfirm close one eye de la but ... Forget it, i won't beat him , unless he beat me first. But even if he beat me i also no mood beat back lor ... Cause also sian lor ... Tired ... No energy for these types of stuff ... But Mark, listen up, me n Jess now is best friends nia thats all. And just now my phone okay liao then saw al the messages. Saw the ones u wrote what, you okay anot out of a sudden. Seriously, if u got nothing to do, just find something to entertain yourself. And i write my blog, u read and u tell me u feel bad and whatsoever. I also never call u read. U read on your own accord. What u read stays here, what you say stays in my mind. Now i'm not trying to prove anything here but seriously, become the previous Mark. Not like now the Mark who has an empty pride. Don't talk to me until you think you've become the Mark everyone used to know. I have alot of things once i say u might commit suicide. I've been caring about ur feelings but ur sms " Seriously i hate you" Hurts me too damn lot. But i'm not gonna tell u just yet. I just like to see people suffer. Thats why i love Saw one, two, three, four,five and nw planning go watch six. So epic and kindda thrilling .... I need to go rest now. Anything just text me. But Mark, don't bother texting me. Text her if you want. Come down everyday if you want. Doesn't prove anything. Wanna make me give up is impossible. I'll wait .. Just you see. I know what you're gonna do now ... Psyco Jess right? Hope you do succeed la kays? Cause we now currently already on good terms already. So yea, =) we've been meeting up like last time nowadays. What for tell you so much when you don't even care? Never mind then Sorry if i hurt you a way or another. But i hate to lose. don't be disppointed ... =) Yes, i'll still love Jess but i won't force her and sms her like 24/7. That isn't love, thats controlling someone. Smsing her almost every moment. You don't have an outside life, she does man. I do too so please. I know ur sms free de cause you got lots of money but please. Control la kay? Bye.
