Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
Recently , seriously don't know how to entertain myself. I went out with my friends today and i still think i didn't have enough fun. I keep thinking, what if they arrived earlier. What if this, what if that. Seriously, it's a drag but, what if ? What if i didn't confess? What if i didn't scold him? What if i didn't flirt so much? What if i didn't go swimming? What if i didn't ask them to arrive so late? What if i planned it properly? What if i gave him a piece of my mind? What if what if what if ? So many "What IFs" there are .. Those are all my regrets ... The stuff i knew i shouldn't have did and yet, i did. I was dying as it was boring @ home. Thats why i rushed out today .. I went to Mcdonalds that early cause i was bored ... My friends are not there for me 24/7. They have their own time also... I'm too into her. I just can't resist. So i need my friends to keep my mind off. Even when i work, the moment i see you, my mind spins. Causing headaches and fatigue .. I feel so tired sometimes .. Why do we exist since we're worst then beasts? We say lion's are so scary, they eat humans but what about us? We eat chicken etc etc. To them, we're beasts. We're beasts who kill and eat. After all, being a human is already a sin. We've done so much that harmed our own kind. We beat up and bully our own kind. Therefore, there are the existance of the weaklings. Weak people are there for a purpose. To allow the strong to look stronger. What for? For respect ? Nah, people won't respect you. They'll just be afraid of you. I don't know what i'm talking about now. My head's starting to split. Bye.
