Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
Trust. The word that will never be true. Nobody trusts nobody. Somebody just won't trust somebody. People don't trust people. Friends don't trust friends. Thus, from trust , creating the word, False hope. You trust someone, u hope for something. After that, that trust disappears , forming false hope. I don't really know the word false hope even though i think i've been through it alot of times. For example, i trust this guy. I told him all my shit, den one day he used all those shit to threaten me. No way i'll let someone threaten me. Unless you're someone i love or respect. Seriously , i've said a thousand and one times, i will never force u again. No it isn't ur fault, i don't blame you... Just, forget it. You do what u want bah. I can't control u either. Do what you think you feel right. I knew you didn't want me ... You like only , not love mah. Nvm. I respect ur decision, u wan break den okay. I won't force you. But i've said before, i won't trust love anymore after this ... So yea, i'll stay single until i finally have the courage to stand again ... This may be my last post i myself also dunno. I just wish to silent up myself, today totally no mood le. But Boon Yuen workin so yea. Maybe after work will tell him about my feelings, thoughts ... I knew it was too god to be true, yes, now i'm talking pathetic. Mark, is not i wan break up. Is she want de so yea. Today no mood to joke ... Feel so much like sleeping. Wish i could just sleep, sleep until i forget about today. Running away from reality is my only option right now. Like my mother said, once i'm in love, i'll become another person and turn insane. Btw, for all people who wanna know, Black Cat is me. I'm black cat , yea, no point telling now. After so much, i'm just a stray cat =) A cat who doesn't have someone to love or someone who loves. Guess i'll return to my old simple ordinary life, being a no life asshole. Today might be my last post, so yea, i'll try to make it long ... I just wish weird feelings just wouldn't exist. I'm not gonna commit suicide so yea, i might be emotionally weak but my mind is still there. I won't cut my wrist or whatsoever too so yea. I'm still gonna act as if nothing happen but after work, i'll turn no life. Total no strength everywhere now. Don't feel like standing up or whatsoever. But work is a must. So i must stand up .... I'm damn depressed right now. So yea, no rubbish for today or i might become crazy. My mind isn't really proper right now ... Damn depressed ... Maybe gonna pick it up again . I just feel , if you want to be together then don't need to care about that feeling or whatsoever. Saying this now is useless le. To you, i'm just some cat u picked up from the corridor. Yes, i've posted lots of stuff ... Using the name black cat. Guess it doesn't really help. =) Though i've done so much. Never mind, i wanted to help on my own accord so yea. Recently, i've been grouchy. Almost as if i've mood swing myself. I'm gonna go offline now. Bye. Won't be online for a period of time. Thanks.
