Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
Yay! My dad bought me a ps3. It costs 635 dollars LOL So expensive ... My bro gave 200, i gave 200 n my dad gave the rest. Bought street fighter 4, ultimate attack damn hard to use ... Before coming home, i was talking to Chan, he counselled me like a professional. I talked to Chan at first, cuz i was really troubled and he was really worried about me. Then he ask me, why my face so sian , what happened? I told him, it's because i love jessica alot but i don't wanna lose mark as a friend. I asked him, if u were me what would you do? He said, " If i were you, i won't even be friends with Mark cause on relationship battle, there's no one called friend." So i don't have to hold back, want to love, go ahead and love. I was confused til i cried in front of Chan .. LOL so embarassing .... I don't know lor ... Then Chan go do his things for 5 mins. During that 5 mins, Andy's turn to counsel me, he told me that life is like that, full of regrets and hatred, just treat it as stepping stones and just forget about it. But i keep occupying myself, make myself forget her temporary. Andy said i was running away from the truth ... But i just can't take the hit. I think its too much for me to handle. Today i didn't expect to see her cause she normally go church until damn late .. The moment i saw her, alot of things flashed through my mind, i even had headaches twice .. Had panadol once, still pain, second time, she left and i was alright. She's like an addiction, when she's close and i leave alot of things unsaid, i'll have headaches ... Then Yuan Zhi say things like that are normal and told me not to think so much ... He said there are alot of girls, but hard to find the one and only you love. She just smsed me that she liked someone else, so to make me give up mentally and physically, just tell me that u don't like me please, i feel as if u have a bit of feelings with me... And i've kindda been unfair to someone ... Don't wish to say her name but i took her as her shadow, a mirror image . I gave up on myself. I smell you everywhere, i see u everywhere, i hear u everywhere whenever i think about you. I think my senses are ruined ... I have mixed everything up ... I'm ruined ...
