Name: Marcus Goh Shao Hao
Age: 17
School : Tampines ITE
Race: Chinese
Birthday: 12 March 1993
Status: Currently single
Likes : Anime ! Manga !
Hates : Violence. Seeing girls cry.
Here to blog again ... Now it's so late already ... Hmm .. 3.23am .. Wonder if i can wake up tmr on time .. Hopefully i can .. Recently , I don't really know what's going through my mind? It's like , I like to imagine stuff . Like , I've really like to use the phrase , " What if I had " It seems I'm a really weak person. I can't survive alone. I need a companion. Maybe i should go and find a girlfriend or something. Sometimes i just get real moody , and i just can't stuff to cheer myself up. I've been fucking school up. Don't really like my classmates currently. Why can't they just shut the hell up ? Why do they always scold others? Why can't they see their own shit in their knees ? I'm getting sick and tired of this class. Why do i even bother about them? That's the thing i should do . Why bother about them ? My future , my life. Their mouth , their shit. They can complain all they want and nothing is gonna change one bit . I just hope that they could reflect on their own actions you know? And yes , i know i have my flaws too. But you can't possibly please everyone right? You gotta give and take sometimes. Thats why , i know i'm not perfect thats why i never ever judge someone. Never thinking i'm better at this then this person , you never know , he/she might be better than you in this. I've been thinking alot , is it because of relationship problems giving me a headache? Sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend , sometimes i don't .. Hmmmm ... Maybe i don't ... Or should i ? People say let nature take it's course. But i think it's nonsense , cause , if someone doesn't make a move , how does nature take it's course? It's not gonna happen like a miracle , it has to be one party say the 3 words. " I " , " love " and "you " . Without them , nothing is gonna happen. You gotta count on yourself for life. You can't count on your friends forever. They can be by ur side right now , but who knows about the future? Who knows ? Maybe the next moment something is gonna happen ? Whether it's good or bad , you gotta take it. Live it up , don't be a sore loser. Stand up after u fall. Clean up your own shit. Realise your own wrongs. Know what you should do. Don't run away from your fears. Those were the phrases i was taught by friends and parents. You gotta learn everything by yourself. Whether is you or others making that mistake , learn from it. Not laugh at it , prevent yourself from doing it also. Well , perhaps it really is time for me to find a partner. I'm getting too lonely. I need someone to give my life some excitement. Well , not dirty of course. Sometimes u gotta think clean too. I just need someone to pamper me. Not my mum. But someone else that gives me the other type of feeling. That makes me feel like i'm wanted. Guess you can only know what i'm referring to if you've been into a relationship that is really deep but broke after something real sad. Well , that's about it. Catch KissxSis TV version . It's really nice. Oh , and catch K-on season 2 too. I'm gonna watch it next saturday .. Nights readers , take care ~!
xx signed off at 3:25 AM
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Had a great time @ Singapore flyer. We took alot alot of photos , had lots of fun though the queue was damn long. The queue was straight and turns left ahead , we thought we might reach soon in no time. Guess what , the queue doesn't ends there , it turns zig zag and contuinues up ahead. After that , think it's over? Hell no , more zig zags to come. Finally we reached . We went up den we couldn't stop talking , was too excited. Den we started to take pictures .. Took alot .. Sat down chat , take pics somemore. Den we finishedthe ride , went to Suntec i think .. Or was it somewhere else O_O Anyways , we went to the arcade , got Taiko , den we played. Got owned by Clement =/ So hard .. Den Clement want me to play DDR with him. I sucked at it. I was a little embarrassed so i pulled Ravi up. Each person take 2 I take up n right , he take down and left. Still lost to Clement. Hahaha , it was fun while it lasted . We should go out like that again if we have the chance , we never know what could happen the next moment so lets just cherish the times we had and have fun =)
